Louis,

Sending you a letter through a fan site….how desperate am I? Well, you never know. Maybe you will be looking at this one for kicks and stumble upon my letter. Anything is possible in my opinion. If it wasn’t, then I wouldn’t believe you were real. But you must be….you have to be.

So, now I’m going to get to the reason for my letter. Of course I admire you. Of course I’m in love with you…but that’s not the only reason. I don’t know how to explain it, but I can relate so greatly to you. When I’m reading the books…The Vampire Chronicles, I keep thinking to myself….when is Louis coming back? When is he going to be mentioned again? Interview with the Vampire was great because you were in it the whole time. You were telling the story, after all.

I guess I have seen the meaninglessness of the world, too. I understand. And I, like many others, hunger for meaning. In fact, not finding what I’m meant to do in life is my greatest fear. And I’m not one to open up to people. Not my family, not my friends. They just think I’m a quirky girl. There’s more to me, trust me. Maybe they think I don’t have problems…I mean, of course they know that I have problems. Everyone has problems, but I mean, maybe they think that I haven’t cried in my room because of fear of dying.

I guess what I’m trying to say to you Louis, is that I can feel that I could open up to you. That I could tell you of my troubles and fears. That I could have a conversation not filled with obsessions or other stupid things.

Louis, I want to meet you…I want to talk to you. I just want to have a conversation with you. Ask you questions and in turn you can do the same. I just want to meet you….

With Love,
Melissa

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