Louis,

My life can't go on this way! I am enslaved in greif. I go to a very small college and have hardly any friends. My own stupid parents r blocking me from seeing my own b.f., Megan the only 1 who comes close to understanding my sensitivity. We never see eachother. I'm so alone all the time and its maddening that my life keeps ending up this way. It's one thing after another with life......I hate it so much. I feel like i am goin to scream, but noone will hear nor listen for that matter. Do u know what that's like?...... sometimes I get soooo alone that i start balling. It's really depressing and it's driving my sanity away. I wanna die..... I keep on thinking of killing myself to end this horrible pain. I would be even happier if I died-then, i would not put up with this bullcrap! i really think my life is just an endless road of depressions and insanity. I am always so negatively ill. I have also had a bunch of nice people that I really trusted. They just ended up hurting me relly bad. too many bad experiences. I'm sorry I am so depressing- feel this way alot. How I wish it could stop!

Write Back,
Autumn

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